suddenly...

hai life sucks sometimes man..

duno y juz nw on e way back fr sch on mrt suddenly i was thinking alot of things

1st was paintball - nx thurs dun haf mkting so tink muz go 4 wed class but wed alrdy got PB whole day liao so called JAS asked if can go @ 1230 a not. she like not sure lydat say if got ppl take over me 4 a while den can if not den c how 1st. hai say liao = nv say..

e bad feeling of mine came back again.. tink they(SDC) juz making use of me 2 help them earn $ but when we r in trouble or wat-so-ever they juz heck care u lo! reali dun like e way they treat us part timers!

got new part timers liao den dun wan us old staff liao lo.. teach those ppl all e tricks n stuffs den abandon us liao lo.. shit man reali hate this kind of attitude 2 e max!!!

hmm feel like e devil part of me is starting 2 surface again.. all those evil thoughts r coming back again..

hmm duno shd i suppress them or juz let them happen??

hai sianz duno wat 2 do le.. tink better let nature take its course lo.. if its not wat i wan it 2 be den i shall make it e way i wan it 2 be!!!