sad day

last thursday was a sad day for me

why?

juz got my results.

well dun need 2 say i fail CF la.

absent for OT.

so the worst scenario has came true.. i gotta n NEED to stay for another year to yr 4!!

1st: M sure gg make NOISES liao!! wat else?

2nd: dad sure gg 2 be in a difficult position btw me n M.

3rd: i duno can make myself study a not n not go there 2 waste time n $ onli..

juz cant convince myself on ta last point.

juz so much 2 tink abt..

hai..

another thing is gf ask both of us 2 tink abt our r/s in 3 mths time..

hai wat 2 do??

i no she's too good for me liao..

a gal like her dun at all deserve 2 be with a guy, a jerk, like me seriously..

why why why??

why all e bad n unhappy disappointing things gotta be happening to me??

wat's happening to me??

izzit bcos i got a lousy name?? which i tink its very lousy lo no meaning de..

i can always go change my name if its e case.. no problem at all!!

can someone, somebody or juz something pls pls tell me wat's wrong abt me??

why izzit i'm gg thru all these??

can i haf an anser some day?

can i ??