chao4 da1 liao!!

kns yesterday player soccer @ safra mount faber kanna sun burnt liao lo..

whole body till nw still so warm lo..

den last nite still go changi wif ZW pray lo den go CB TCSS.. nope not COSY BAY but rather CHANGI BEACH!! wahaha..

by e time reach hm alrdy 3.30 AM!! liao!!

hai e nx day still got MSM lt lo..

ta 1 oso can sleep in class de haha

damm boring subject but i muz say e teacher VERY GOOD n VERY COMMITTED!!

extinct liao lo this type of lecturer

PROJECT 1/2 R ??

hmm tink cant reali renovate my room la..

got e same old excuses again..

fed up la

but still i managed 2 do some minor arrangements 2 my room lo..

shifted e PC table 2 "blend" into my study table.. hmm not bad thou i feel haha..

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worked paintball over e wkend..

come sat wah man its a good day lo..

finally went out with CO after 2 wks cos she was sick for more den 1 wk lo..

went eat dim sum buffet @ our usual place PS de LAO BEIJING

hmm not bad la quite long nv eat liao so still feel alrite ba..

after ta walked over 2 bugis den shop 4 a while for CO de crystals @ FU LU SHOU bldg

den went suntec look for jackets n jerseys..

tried BAYERN BUNICH de home n away jerseys..

wah damm nice lo.

tink i'll buy both lo but like quite toopid lo buy 2 e same team de haha weird rite??

tink most prob gg wth e home de ba..

but den again haha who knows..

i always got surprises de haha sometimes oso surprises myself!! lolz

still early so decided 2 go back orchard shop a while n oso found a jacket @ suntec de ADIDAS shop but no sizes liao so gotta go NGEE ANN CITY de ADIDAS shop 2 get it..

so ok lo went there so decided 2 take a cab w/o much considerations cos i feel aiya take bus still gotta walk v far 2 e bus stop den still gotta wait 4 bus den by e time reach orchard wat time liao.. aiya so fuck it la juz go with e cab..

board liao den c driver press alot of buttons den c $2 n $1 wah den i was like KNS LO!! WAT HAPPEN!!???

den take a look @ e fare charges den 2 my horror i took @ e WRONG TIME sia!!

kaoz eh..

got peak hr: $2, board in CBD: $1 , lastly got e ERP @ YMCA another $0.50 so total even b4 e cab starts 2 move off its already $3.50 LIAO!!!!

KNNCCB!!

but LL board liao cannot alight again ma toopid rite den aiya fuck it 1 time lo n ta's it NO MORE CAB DURING PEAK HRS liao 4 me!!!

wat's more its juz another 10 mins to e end of e peak hr lo ending @ 8pm lo!!

hai reali WTF!!

so total cab fare in e end came up 2 b $7.60 for 2 ppl lo!!

SIBEI EXPENSIVE AH!!!

PROJECT R

hmm tink better do something abt my room..!!

PROJECT Renovation!!

go against all odds 2 accomplish something!!

get a solution 2 solve e prob in my room!!

jia you jia you jia you !!!

relationship

hai.. is relationship reali so hard 2 understand??

duno abt others but i no its definitely e case 4 1 of my close fren la..

hai lately alot of things haf been happening 2 them so think nw they end up breaking off liao..

kinda sad 4 them but den again maybe its a good n wise thing 2 do le??

who knows rite??

can b gd n bad rite

c how u view it from ba..

jian ren jian zhi...

juz hope ta both parties will move on wif life..

problems everywhere

hai duno wat happen..

why got so many probs pop up lately?

got gf prob den nw got family prob hai tink ltr will b money prob again liao..

y life is liddat de..

e cycle gotta go round n round again izzit?

aft 1 is ta 1..

aft ta 1 is this 1..

hai damm dulan ah but i cant do anything abt it oso..

hai ta's e sian part

nw got studies prob oso.. gotta study 4 exams again..

den my room oso got probs like not enuf places 4 me 2 put things liddat le..

wan improve do some minor renovation oso cannot..

same lame excuses again..

SIBEI DU LAN AH!!!

duno le

hai duno le..

jzu duno le..

duno wat 2 do..

duno wat 2 blog..

duno wat 2 study..

hmm tink answers 2 all the above i jolly well know e ans but juz plainly lazy 2 do la..

so dun blame e DUNO ok!! haha..

hmm shd haf paintball a few times this wk but sadly eitehr is cancelled last min or chg here chg there e timings den is those i cant wk de den 2 bad liao..

wat can i do rite..

went JB yesterday do some shopping..

bought a INTER jersey 2 sell de..

a MAN UTD jersey for myself de..

some groceries here n there lo.. hai no life la so juz go in hang ard lo haha..

haha learn some malays fr LIANA so can try out a bit over there lo..

came back den went orchard area hunting for some sweater..

saw a few ADIDAS de but CO says quite ex n so much spent on juz a simple jacket like v bo hua lo so ok listen 2 her nv buy..

hai she coughing so bad like no medicine can help her..

hope she can recover fast n back 2 old self lo..

feel pain 2 c her coughing yet still gotta wk so hard..

hai reali pains me man..

well nth i can do 2 help her nw so juz better study hard den let her n my family haf a good life lo..

haha ta's all ta i asked for liao..

SIANzz...

hai start sch liao..

everything like so mundane liao..

so boringe life here..

no NEW frenz..

hai watever la..

life goes on..

duno whether shd i carry on my blog a not??

seems out of life lately..

why huh??

its getting shorter n shorter liao..

tried 2 add youtube vidz here cannot le..

duno wat's wrong oso..

hai SIBEI SIAN AH!!

non -stop

hmm been busy lately..

working my ass off NON-STOP for e past week or so ba

even boss oso say i'm more den their GSAs liao haha..

well done me man!!

i'm proud of ta!hehe

bi bian ah gotta make $$ roll in b4 i start sch in 1 week's time lo

by ta time duno still got "enuf" jobs 4 me 2 survive a not haha..

so better work MORE n save SOME nw WAHAHA

bank loan?

shd i take up a bank loan to "sponsor" myself in my remaining yrs in SIM a not?

i dun wan "see" those FUCKED UP attitude of those ppl

so i can study in peace especially during my exam periods

n of cos i'm gg to repay e loan MYSELF la!!

who will help me de man? hmm maybe my gf? but better not la.. she has contributed enuf emotionally during my study days liao..

she is 1 nice GF!!

hmm hope 2 make her my wife 1 day keke

should I ??

shd i jump down from a bldg?

shd i jump into a river?

shd i jump into e tracks of a MRT?

shd i juz end my life?

anyway i dun c any point living in this sad world

well at least its a sad world to me..

who who??

juz WHO can i turn to for help???

breaking of e "BAD" news

well juz told M my results..

as expected made hell LOTS of noise

told dad abt it this morning thou i knew them last thursday la..

but decided onli 2day den tell them lo..

wat for tell them so early especially b4 a wkend lo..

sure gg spoil my wkend de lo if i tell them

not as if some good results rite

even thou its some good results tell her liao oso no use de la..

how i no??

well i juz no la dun ask so much..

sad day

last thursday was a sad day for me

why?

juz got my results.

well dun need 2 say i fail CF la.

absent for OT.

so the worst scenario has came true.. i gotta n NEED to stay for another year to yr 4!!

1st: M sure gg make NOISES liao!! wat else?

2nd: dad sure gg 2 be in a difficult position btw me n M.

3rd: i duno can make myself study a not n not go there 2 waste time n $ onli..

juz cant convince myself on ta last point.

juz so much 2 tink abt..

hai..

another thing is gf ask both of us 2 tink abt our r/s in 3 mths time..

hai wat 2 do??

i no she's too good for me liao..

a gal like her dun at all deserve 2 be with a guy, a jerk, like me seriously..

why why why??

why all e bad n unhappy disappointing things gotta be happening to me??

wat's happening to me??

izzit bcos i got a lousy name?? which i tink its very lousy lo no meaning de..

i can always go change my name if its e case.. no problem at all!!

can someone, somebody or juz something pls pls tell me wat's wrong abt me??

why izzit i'm gg thru all these??

can i haf an anser some day?

can i ??